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American Dream

by Red Die Number Nine

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1.
In pieces all over the floor I feel useless and I know the score A broken wreck all shattered and worn I’m lazy and worthless and better not born And I can’t let you just give up and quit before you start And I’m not going to sit and watch you tear yourself apart. For every break-up, for every breakdown, just keep your head up, I won’t let you down Trust me when I say it will be fine Just give me your hand Just give me your hand Just give me your hand Just give me your hand My life’s a mirror that I’ve dropped on the floor My night’s a bottle that I bought from the store Wanna be sedated like Joey Ramone Talking to myself so I don’t drink alone And I can’t let you just give up and quit before you start And I’m not going to sit and watch you tear yourself apart. For every break-up, for every breakdown, just keep your head up, I won’t let you down Trust me when I say it will be fine Sunk to the bottom, can’t see the top The hits keep coming, will it ever stop? Takes all I got just to keep it together Not letting go, we’ve been friends forever And I can’t let you just give up and quit before you start And I’m not going to sit and watch you tear yourself apart. For every break-up, for every breakdown, just keep your head up, I won’t let you down Trust me when I say it will be fine Just give me your hand Just give me your hand Just give me your hand Just give me your hand GO
2.
Here we are again on the edge of mutual destruction Back by popular demand Empowered by new facts of dubious construction Blissfully unaware until the screaming began And all anybody knows (Here we go again) Is which way we’re told to go (Here we go again) And all anybody cares (Here we go again) Is they don’t have to share (Here we go again) And the hate we have to face, while the rich protect their place Doesn’t anybody dare Forced into conflict modern social fabrication with a healthy dose of apathy Made to choose against our own best interests in service of some corrupted beliefs And all anybody knows (Here we go again) Is which way we’re told to go (Here we go again) And all anybody cares (Here we go again) Is they don’t have to share (Here we go again) And the hate we have to face, while the rich protect their place Doesn’t anybody dare Convinced and influenced to turn on one another Raised to serve some recycled paradigms Taught whole new ways to hate and fear the other all through some pseudo-intelligent design And all anybody knows (Here we go again) Is which way we’re told to go (Here we go again) And all anybody cares (Here we go again) Is they don’t have to share (Here we go again) And the hate we have to face while the rich protect their place And the lies that we are told, empty bills that we are sold And the rights that we have lost, and the mounting human cost Doesn’t anybody dare
3.
Nothing Left 02:17
The father, son, my father’s ghost Prescribed the drugs now I’m diagnosed I’m properly medicated, sufficiently I’m sedated I’m trying to meditate and I’m upping the dose I’ve got nothing left and I can’t find nothing right And I can’t stop seeing scary shit whenever I turn out the light If were any kind of friend I’d tell you it’s not worth your time And if you were any kind of friend you’d tell me things will turn out fine First thing in the morning, I check my horoscope The answer’s always the same man, a big ol cup of nope Overthinking excuses and reasons ad finitum The answer’s pretty simple man, I do things ‘cause I like ‘em I’ve got nothing left and I can’t find nothing right And I can’t stop seeing scary shit whenever I turn out the light If were any kind of friend I’d tell you it’s not worth your time If you were any kind of friend you’d tell me things will turn out fine I’m climbing down off the shelf on a search for my mental health just trying not to lose myself trying to face the day It’s not how it used to be I’m just trying to get used to me But I know that you’re there for me And I will find a way I’ve got nothing left and I can’t find nothing right And I can’t stop seeing scary shit whenever I turn out the light If I was any kind of friend I’d tell you it’s not worth your time If you were any kind of friend you’ll tell me things will turn out fine I’ve got nothing left I’ve got nothing left I’ve got nothing left But I will find a way
4.
You lost your job, it’s overseas Being done by pre-teen Vietnamese You got laid off, just got the boot There goes your boss in his golden parachute Turn on the news, it raves and rants FOX tells you to blame some fucking immigrants We know the choice made in the end Was by the company to pay the dividend Corporate profits rise (WHAT DO WE GET) A middle-class demise Guns out on the streets (WHAT DO WE GET) Dead bodies at our feet Why’s gas so high? Another lie! Their record profits show while we’re just getting by They call us partners, part of a team Try to stop you overthrowing their regime They call you heroes, they thank you hearty They can’t afford your raise but here’s a pizza party When they cry, no one will work The truth is no one wants to work for fucking jerks Corporate profits rise (WHAT DO WE GET) A middle-class demise Guns out on the streets (WHAT DO WE GET) Dead bodies at our feet There’s got to be another way, I hope we find it soon Because if things don’t change (WHAT DO WE GET) Angrier than you You fought the system, you screamed and shout Now you are the machine we raged about you never learned what the words meant Now you’re trying to defend the 1 percent And all your anger, it’s fabricated It’s a lie ‘cause all you have now is your hatred And while you wonder, who’s left you hurting Pay no attention to that man behind the curtain Corporate profits rise (WHAT DO WE GET) A middle-class demise Guns out on the streets (WHAT DO WE GET) Dead bodies at our feet There’s got to be another way, I hope we find it soon Because if things don’t change (WHAT DO WE GET) Angrier than you
5.
All men are created equal with life and liberty A promise of health and riches and opportunity We wait on our leaders to give us prosperity but they keep the wealth we get inequality They sell us on an American Dream, credit cards high interest loans They buy up some family farms to build their beautiful homes Facing down the community with your qualified immunity They give us guns so we don’t build the guillotines You can’t pull up your bootstraps when you got no boots You can’t answer question they ask after they shoot If you want to make it big all you gotta do is work But the bosses pay you crumbs and they keep all the perks They sell us on an American Dream, credit cards high interest loans They buy up some family farms to build their beautiful homes Facing down the community with your qualified immunity They give us guns so we don’t build the guillotines The rich get richer while all of us are stuck The politicians bicker ‘cause they don’t give a fuck' They blame us for our struggles to keep us in our place They take all our money and blast off into space They sell us on an American Dream, credit cards high interest loans They buy up some family farms to build their beautiful homes Facing down the community with your qualified immunity They give us guns so we don’t build the guillotines I got mine, fuck you I got mine, fuck you I got mine, fuck you I got mine, fuck you
6.
These feelings keep burning inside of me I’m consumed by a fire that no one can see These methods are useless been through and tried them Waves crash over me but I’m too tired to ride them Helpful suggestions they pool on the floor (YEAH) Are the meds even helping, I’m not even sure (YEAH) Everything is a battle, each decision a load I have to pull over wanna drive off the road The ringing in your ears The ringing in your ears The screaming in your head You’re paralyzed with fear You’re paralyzed with fear You’re wishing you were dead I’m losing battles that I fight with myself I can’t get a handle on my own mental health Enemies surround me that I can’t see to hit Self-harming acts I force myself to commit I promise myself but some things just won’t keep (YEAH) the dreams don’t come because I just don’t sleep (AWWW) Can’t shake this pressure, these changes come on Things will be better after I’m gone The ringing in your ears The ringing in your ears The ringing in your ears The screaming in your head You’re paralyzed with fear You’re paralyzed with fear You’re wishing you were dead The ringing in your ears The ringing in your ears The screaming in your head The nightmares reappear The nightmares reappear You fear what lies ahead
7.
Every cheap hood makes his own choice, picked me off a pile of misfit toys Raising me up like I was your own, giving me a place that I could call home Holding me high, teaching me why, hiding me when the cops came by So I just wanna say thanks for all that you did For taking me in when I was a kid You don’t have to be right, don’t dress like a bum You’re good as they are, remember where you come from Never making me feel like a secondhand kid Giving up stuff that I know you liked, doing your best for two kids and a wife Never felt like I didn’t belong, I may not be right but you ain’t wrong Setting me straight, keeping me late, never quitting on me and letting me skate And I just wanna say thanks for all that you did For taking me in when I was a kid You don’t have to be right, don’t dress like a bum You’re good as they are, remember where you come from Never making me feel like a secondhand kid Making sure that I always felt part of the family right from the start Showing me what it means to care, well I may be here but I’m not all there Wish I got to see you again before you were gone And I just wanna say thanks for all that you did For taking me in when I was a kid You don’t have to be right, don’t dress like a bum You’re good as they are, remember where you come from Never making me feel like a secondhand kid Thanks for taking a chance on this secondhand kid
8.
Woke up today and I stared outside How did I get here? How did I get this life? Grew up, settled down, worked hard day and night I tried to fit in but I never felt right Go out, meet friends, make small talk and chat All the normal shit I was never any good at People laugh and ask why I’m still singing in this band? And after all this therapy (Therapy) For what this life has done to me (Done to me) All I want for you to see That it’s bars and scars and guitars for me (Bars and scars and guitars) I don’t belong I don’t feel trusted Can’t talk to people I’m mal-adjusted Can’t make friends maybe I’m just selective Got to admit I may be defective All day long songs playing in my head Go to bed at night think I’m better off dead It makes me ask why I’m still singing in this band And after all this therapy (Therapy) For what this life has done to me (Done to me) All I want for you to see That it’s bars and scars and guitars for me (Bars and scars and guitars) (Woah oh weoh) Well fuck the rules, I got a chip on my shoulder (Woah oh weoh) I’m not growing up, I’m just getting older Finally realized the problem’s not me It’s trying to be a person that I that I can’t be I’m only happy with a drink in my hand Surrounded by friends and playing in this band Trying to be normal is a losing fight There ain’t nothing wrong with not being quite right All this just reminds me why I’m still singing in this band And after all this therapy (Therapy) For what this life has done to me (Done to me) All I want for you to see That it’s bars and scars and guitars for me (Bars and scars and guitars) (Woah oh weoh) Well fuck the rules, I got a chip on my shoulder (Woah oh weoh) I’m not growing up, I’m just getting older (Woah oh weoh) All this time it’s plain to see (Woah oh weoh) that it’s bars and scars and guitars for me

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Joe Poodle - Vocals/Guitars
Just Bill - Guitars
Stumpy Joe - Guitars/Vocals
Young Nick - Bass/Vocals
Mr. Green - Drums/Vocals

Recorded July/August 2022 at Stages Music Arts (Cockeysville, MD)

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released November 25, 2022

Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Dave Nachodsky at Stages Music Arts

Produced by Dave Nachodsky and Red Die Number Nine

Lyrics and Music by Red Die Number Nine
Poor Judgement Music (BMI)

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Red Die Number Nine Baltimore, Maryland

Combining the raw energy/aggression of hardcore with the rhythm/power of hard rock. It's a rage fueled juggernaut steaming down the rails of chemical imbalance right into yer brain pan. And it rhymes.

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